"Small" update. A little bit of this and that.

      "Small" update. A little bit of this and that.

      I have no clue why but I feel like is owe you some update/informations. It’s weird since normally I’m not that kind of a person. Anywho, wall of text incoming!

      It’s been over a month since „my little tragedy” happened. Happily I had no time to get seriously mad about all this bullshit because I had a lot of work and I was sick. Now with start October I’m trying to stand on my feet and look outside the cell called „GW2”. I really hope that Autumn won’t turn me into filthy sweets eating-cocoa drinking-blanket covered larva, in short words I hope that I won’t slack too much.

      Since I’m unable to play GW2 I have to waste my time and torture my pc in other ways.
      After another few hours in Battlefield 3 and countless hours of crying over Battlefield 4 (seriously after 1 year EA released patch that fixed most of bugs and issues aka it came out of beta) I decided to try some indie production. Mark of the Ninja is one of the „best” games I’ve ever played. It’s rouge like stealth ninja game with simple but great mechanics, awesome art and low price. Seriously big chunk of AAA titles are not that good.
      But I’m not that kind of guy that will play single player all time. Me and mah buddy decided to try your new big enemy called ArcheAge. I played this game for 2 days and I won’t play it any longer. It’s good, really good but I just simply can’t get addicted to another crap.
      Game is sooooo Asian, so freaking Asian that it forces you to eat rice all day long. It’s grindy, rather hard in compare with GW2 and based on micro transactions. It’s not for casuals, my character is on lvl 25 or so and i have already 7 skill chain combo. Without combos you are killing enemies really slowly. Stick with GW2, trust me.
      Also I know that Asians are pervs but hmm I don’t know… I’m not used to see thongs in mmos.

      Someone, sadly I don’t remember who and I’m really sorry about that, mentioned here that GW2 is really time consuming. It’s true, this game is bending time to its own purposes… You all know this „oh I have day off, it’s 9 am let me log in for a while” BANG!!!! 11pm! F*ck you! Day is over! Even when you don’t play GW2, when you are afk you are still in this wormhole „thanks to” typing with your in game friends. Let’s be serious GW2 is not great game, after 500h its rather boring but community and ppl that are playing this game are making this awesome expirience. People are playing games to get rid of stress, chill out and relax but people are playing GW2 to stick with other players ( not all ofcourse but you get my point).

      Seriously I’m writing this all because I feel like I owe you something and I feel really bad that past last 1-2 weeks I wasn’t talking much… if I would be playing other game I would not care at all about people after leaving game.

      I know that I’m not bound to SWD with chains and I don’t have to present myself on TS every evening but still… I feel like shit about that, I feel like I should be talking more with You. In most of cases I can’t join TS during raids because of work, playing something else or ( hold your chairs! ) spending time outside with friends. But still, when I’m able to join TS I ain’t doing it because it’s just hard for me, as rather closed person, to jump in and try to fit between you yelling „Kill those scrubs!” and jokes about present situation or talk about game that I’m not playing anymore. So yeah… big big sorry that I’m „this” kind of person that needs „glue” in relations and sometimes loosing intrest without it.

      I’m also trying to catch up with „cultural” thingies like books and movies. I can say only one thing, don’t read or watch movies about North Korea if you can’t stand much, it will smack you into the ground, crush your ribs and left your heart bleeding. I had to read some sentences few times because i wasn’t able to belive…

      Short info about other things: It’s rather OK, my beard is still growing, still waiting for „The Crew” ,still can’t go back to college and still trying to find motivation for bigger things.


      Love ya all!
      Artur
      I'm happy to see you post here. You're not expected to stay with SWD forever, but this guild has some kind of a spell to cast on us so that we care about the other people more than we would in another game in another time, as you say. Except for being sick a little, you seem to be doing well and I'm happy you're enjoying your time with books and movies. I love reading a good book if I'm not too busy juggling SWD, RL and work :D

      Well, given that Anet is still anal about your account, I guess the other option to meet online is our SWD steam group if you're up for some online fun.

      I understand your approach to TS. There's no need to push yourself to do stuff you're not comfortable with.
      Tal Emenar :guard: , Toru "Bruce Lee" Hikari :ele: , Faoilternan :necro: , kaspi for friends

      Gryssi wrote:

      or ( hold your chairs! ) spending time outside with friends


      Haha i actually held my chair.. xD

      On that note on feeling bad about not being on TS, i really do know exactly why it's hard to join; it'd be like teasing really, joining to hear ppl having fun with something you're not able to join in on. been there done that.
      But i have still not accepted you not coming back, i still do expect you to buy or get a new account somehow, maybe from a friend that doesn't play anymore.. or something goddamnit!!
      You know how much i nagged you about this already.. trust me, i can continue if that's what it takes!

      But anyways, i hope you have it good and maybe now when you have some time to think you can find.. your purpose!! or some deep shiz like that u know
      I'll still be excpecting your return mr!
      Sara is too cool for a signature.

      Namkha Nami Aquilo wrote:

      btw. it's cool to see that you didn't forget us =)


      Anja Wylde wrote:

      Hey Gryssi, I don't really know you at all!



      Thats my whole point, im unable to forget about you because of all that "cheese" in SWD. Anja dont know me and still there is a nice reply with good wishes, its just something thats hard to expirience in my country i think, thats why im so amazed.

      Tal Emenar wrote:

      you seem to be doing well and I'm happy you're enjoying your time with books and movies.

      The North Korea topic its not something enjoyable, its more like hypnotic bad spell. You dont want it but you feel like you have to get more informations about those poor ppl...

      Sara wrote:

      i still do expect you to buy or get a new account somehow



      The thing is that... I don't want to get back. Seriously im experiencing SAME stuff when i was quitting smoking. I wan't to smoke when in outside drinking beer and i see someonse else smoking but i know that if i will smoke one i will get back to it. There is no point of getting back to "addiction". Two weeks ago i would've been probably like " i wan't to play damn it!" but now? No, no MMOs ever... i feel different and better without it. Wow... i speak like junkie after rehab.
      I hope it's not only N Korea movies and books 8| that would be heart crushing indeed.

      Well, you are a junkie who quit a MMO. Any game you play regularly is not precisely an addiction, but a strong habit. You can change your habits easier than addictions, because addictions come quite often with physical need. Your brain unwound and relaxed in GW2. Now that it isn't there anymore, your brain can either qq or find something else. Which it did.
      Tal Emenar :guard: , Toru "Bruce Lee" Hikari :ele: , Faoilternan :necro: , kaspi for friends